We all have embarrassing fears. Things we can’t stand to be afraid of. For some of us it’s spiders and heights, which if you ask me, is very normal. But I can’t get to a place where I’m not extremely humiliated to admit what I’m afraid of.
I get angry. When people take it as a joke I completely lose it.
Why?
Because it’s too much to feel all at once. I’m scared, embarrassed, overwhelmed.
What’s humorous about that?
So today I had to come to terms with the fact that my fears are my job to get under control. I can’t let them control my mood or ruin my day.